First Blog 6th Oct. ft. Troubles as of now

haven't really written anything in a while.... should be doing work for HSC too. aiya!
so whats been happening now.... well guess the influences of a certain somebodeeee convinced me to start blogging.!? which is good. lets me practice my writing???

Well let see... HSC coming up don't think i'll do so well but i did graduate from school! thats gotta count for something.
Formal was just recently too. As well the after party, unforgetable times with friends, new ones and stronger relationships created through experience. Though we'll soon be apart and then reunited.
I've had a colourful school life experience as i....... attended Carlo years. 7-9 .... then epping boys year 9 - 11 then back to carlo again to finish year 12 ... Yay! We'll leave that story for another time :)

I've had the same flu for about a week now.. since the day before the formal and its really getting to me.. but thats not what most has been troubling me. HSC doesn't seem like that much of a problem for me. Sure with that mindset i'll end up getting a horrible mark! but you know its not worth killing yourself over as i've known people who have. The pressure(s) i've undergone by my family with my sisters and the comparing they've put me through has taken a reverse effect on me ... LOL ( what msn jargon?? )

Parents telling me Ohh yeah you're the only son.. yeah about that? Whats it like being the oldest or something? soo much of that... Hey you're the youngest make sure you do better then the rest! And being the only son of a 3 child family? Geez like they tell me Quote "David we really kept trying untill we got a son you know? make us proud! and what am i suppose to say.. er... yeah sure sugar?" Bring raised up in a Australian community with Korean Strict parents don't go tooo well you know? And it has all sandpiled inside and i guess the after effects are slowing now.

I can't top my sisters. Why you ask?? WELL THEY HAVEN"T TOLD ME THEIR UAI!!! [ now is ATAR ] not to mention my sisters didn't even need their UAI. They auditioned into Sydney Uni playing piano.. and somehow i've gotta get over 90 ATAR which i don't see happening.. i mean honestly i'll only manage highest? 85? and thats alright right? but that equals DEATH and SHAME. Still i guess i'll try my best but honestly... I only went to school cause of my Dad. I might not turn out like a lamo accountant like him but i could say i went through high school life for the experience and life lessons and friendships you make and thats totally worth it.

Well Because err Yukki san is waiting i'll end with a quote from the 4U maths teacher at our school.
"You won't remember what you studied in school but the fun time you had with all your friends"

And! i'm listening too Gara Gara Go! (ガラガラ Go!) By Big Bang atm

:D